survey #7: random qs from tana.

1. What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with?
umm...i can't actually remember who the last person was that i held their hand.
i think it might've been tana. she's my roommate.
we're also in an open relationship ;)

2. Whats bothering you right now?
absolutely nothing :D

3. Do you miss your best friend?
not anymore ;)

4. When did you last cry?
i believe...it was...thursday night
after my parents got into an argument
i really couldn't handle listening to.

5. Who do you hate?
i don't hate anyone.
...but i'm slowly getting closer to it with someone.

6. What do you want in your life right now?
i believe all i'm really missing in my life right now (that i could use this instant, anyways)
is financial stability. especially since tonight was my last shift @ ps.

7. Are you happy?
happy doesn't even begin to describe it.

9. What do you smell like?
i don't know, but i hope whatever it is i smell like, it's good.

10. Drinking?
nothing, but i should probably make an airborne.

11. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
a down-comforter and gus.
...and a man.

12. If you could change something in your life, what would it be?
everything i want to change, i CAN change... and i'm making all those changes right now.

13. What do you wear to bed?
flannel pants & a t-shirt.

14. Do you tend to make a relationship hard?
well... this is a pretty loaded question, first of all.
i would say in my last relationship, yes, i managed to make things rather difficult.
but i learned a lot from that.

15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey off of?
i have to be careful what i say... she knows where i sleep...
umm, i pretty much love her.

17. What’s something you wish you could understand better?
i wish i could understand my problems with guilt and jealousy better.

18. What did you do this weekend?
so far, i've worked 8 hours, fought a cold (and am winning, in case you're wondering :P),
and been to a pretty kick ass xmas party.
tomorrow's plans consist of cleaning and a lunch/show/dinner outing.

19. Who do you miss?
at this very moment, i'm really missing max&devin.
like, ridiculously missing them, now that i think about it :(

20. Who is the last guy you hugged?
Mike <-- um...weird...me too. same mike, even. 21. Are you scared of snakes? no i love snakes. i've kind of always wanted one. they were my very first favorite animal before i discovered kitties ;) 22. Who was the last person you went somewhere with? tana was my date to the xmas party tonight :) 24. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? um... like, all of them. some more than others ;) 25. How are you feeling? congested and tired. but other than that, i'm in a pretty damn good mood. as i have been for quite a long time now :D 26. Whose house did you go to last night? lol i went straight back to my place after work and i passed the fuck. out. 27. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? my dad, back in january when he was up @ maine general. 30. What is the last movie you watched? elf :D i wanna watch it againnnnn. i <3 style="font-style: italic;">make me cry.

38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "K"?
kiersten.

39. Do you care what others think about you?
nope :) take me for what i am.

41. Do you trust people easily?
not really, no.

42. Do you think you will be married in 10 months?
i'm going to go with, most likely not.

43. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
i don't know? never say never.

44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
the fact that anything can happen in the next 3 months.

45. Who was the last person you called?
mom.

46. Who was the last missed call?
bill.

47. What's your ring tone?
i have 3...
bill - hide&seek
jay - the mario bros theme
everyone else - let go

48. Do you plan on moving within the next year?
my goal is to move into a nicer/bigger place by next summer.
a driveway...a washer&dryer...an office...a bathroom without a hole in the floor...

49. What were you doing at 10pm Thursday night?
i believe i was creating a family mess.

50. What happened at 10:00 am today?
i was sitting right here.

01. Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to?
i do.

02. Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else?
both are difficult, but it's harder for me to be rejected.

03. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
pop. mariah carey was pretty much my idol. i worshiped her.

04. What is the best thing about your current job?
oh, the job that i finished tonight, you mean?
umm... probably that i still have checks coming.

05. Do you wish cell phone etiquette were a required class?
simply put: yes.

06. What's the last thing you drank?
steph's amazing punch <3 style="font-style: italic;"> don't my friends make fun of me for??
i'd say probably my ADD, more than anything.

20. What's your worst personality flaw?
sometimes, i really don't think before i talk.
and i usually regret that within 3o min of saying something retarded.

21. Have you ever gone to therapy?
i've been in therapy for 6 years.