Thursday, December 27, 2007

survey #14: 40 qs from bri.

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
around the apt.

2. Who will be your next kiss?
could be anyone.
you never know.

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
yup.

5. When was the last time you went out of state?
i think...it was for my uncle's funeral back in august.
it was down in ct.

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
yup - mom & i went to see 'juno'.

7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
blue moon. mmmm.

8. What are you wearing right now?
the same thing i had on yesterday :/

9. What was your last purchase?
i believe it was our family's chinese dinner the other night.

10. Have you any piercings you did your self?
i have none that anyone else did, let alone me.
what am i, a masochist??

11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
bob.

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
not that i recall.

13. Do you have a pet?
sammy @ my parents' house, and gus is aaall mine :)
both cats - one's 14, one's 1.

14. What did you do last night?
went to iop, came home to relax, then got called to go to ihop @ 11:30 :P

15. Are you a vampire?
would you like to find out?

16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
somewhere warm. and sunny. and not so depressing as NE in dec.

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
bill's xmas present.

18. One thing you absolutely love about yourself?
my passion.

19. What's your favorite soup?
tomato, loaded up w/ mozzarella cheese.

20. Do you miss anyone?
quite a few people, yes.

21. Last movie you saw?
40-yr-old virgin.

22. What are your plans for today?
the day's like, half over.
but in the rest of my day, i need to see my doctor and head to iop.
after that, i need to pick up some stuff @ the food store.

23. Did you have fun today?
it hasn't been particularly exciting, but it wasn't bad.

24. Who is your last text message from?
tana, wondering when i'd be home last night.

25. Do you have your own place?
technically. i share it with 2 roommates, though.

26. What do you know about the future?
i thought that said 'furniture'...
i know that i'm headed in a good direction.
i know there are good things to come.
but other than that, all that matters is that right now,
i'm happy :)

27. Who rode in a car with you last?
tana.

28. What is your all time favorite band?
oh man... um...
sugarcult...death cab...linkin park...

29. Do you have a car?
yup.

30. If a genie came to you and would grant you one wish - what would you wish for?
just one? um...
i guess i'd wish to be at maintenance.

31. Did you meet anyone new today?
i guess...the guy that helped me at the bank? :P

32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
not yet and no.

33. How do you like your soda?
in someone else's glass.

34. Do you like hot sauce?
NO.

35. What are you doing tomorrow?
i need to CLEAN.

36. What day is tomorrow?
friday, dec 28, 2007.

37. What is your current mood?
i'm chill.

38. Are you someone's best friend?
i've been told i'm a few people's best friend.

39. What did you get for Valentines day?
time with my boyfriend.

40. Someone who last bought you something?
bill technically bought me a hot chocolate last night.
but i'll pay him back the $2.50 :P

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

quiz #7: how did your year rate?

You Had a Fantastic Year!

Compared to most years, last year was definitely great.
Overall, you're living a much better life than you were twelve months ago.
And nothing is a better mark of a good year.
Here's to hoping next year is even better!

Thursday, December 20, 2007

survey #13: "strange" questions.

1. What is your best friends Dads name?
fred, bob, & rich.

2. What body part(s) do you hate?
well...i kind of need all of them...
but toes are weird.
and spleens are pointless,
so i guess i don't care for them either.

3. Have you ever been completely alone with a girl in her bedroom?
omg, i totally have. don't telllllllllllllll.
...

4. Have you ever made out in a basement?
hahahahaha oh have i ever.

5. What body part do you wash first in the shower?
hair.

6. Do you have any piercings?
nnnope.

7. Do you have any tattoos?
not yet.

8. Is your driveway steep?
flat. but i can't use it, anyways.

9. Whats your favorite flavored Pringles?
sour cream & onion.

10. Have you ever been tied up?
well, this is slightly debatable...

11. What was the worst thing you ever got grounded for?
my parents didn't believe in grounding.

12. Have you ever had two dates in one night?
nope.
although...well...
there have been some questionable situations.

13. How many times have you been cursed at?
uhhhh... like, in anger??
i don't know exactly, but i could probably count 'em on 1 hand.

14. Which shoe do you put on first?
whichever one i find first.

15. How old are you?
21 years.

16. Have you ever been to a gay bar?
mirrabar.
...that was a dirty...dirty night...

not in a good way.

17. Have you ever had any Friends with Benefits?
i guess you could say that :P

18. Is there one thing that you have always fallen in love with in a person for?
i fall for people who can make me laugh,
who know how to treat a girl,
are independent, and hard workers.
and take care of themselves.
...and can make me laugh :)

20. Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?
nope.

21. Who is the last person you usually think about before you fall asleep?
depends on what went on during my day.

22. Have you ever had a song written about you?
um...technically...
but never like, an actual serious song :P

23. If you had to choose to not ever wash your bed sheets or your towel ever again which would you choose?
aww grosssss. ugh. i guess, my shower.
i would die if i had to sleep in dirty sheets the rest of my life.

24. Have you ever found anything in your parents bedroom that was questionable?
lol, no, not quite...

25. What was your childhood nickname?
...i don't wanna talk about it :P

26. When is the last time you played the air guitar?
like...2 days ago :P

27. Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexs locker room?
i was sent into the boys locker room in middle school, once.
it was during class, so no one was changing.

28. Whats the weirdest thing you have done while driving?
losing control of my car and going through a guardrail was probably the weirdest thing i've done :P

30. How do you normally eat your Oreo cookies?
i used to drown them in milk,
but that's a "behavior"...
fuck that.

32. How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?
depends how fast i drink.
if i take a beer down in less than 30 min,
i'm good to go.
2 beers is enough for me.

33. Why are you doing this survey?
cuz i'm still eating
and i don't want to watch tv.

34. What was the best year of your life?
every year has some pretty amazing memories.
some years have been better than others,
but i can't title one the "best year of my life".

35. Any strange phobias?
emetophobia.
can't watch it, can't hear it, and i have an anxiety attack when i know i'm going to.
scares the shit out of me.
and thank God.

36. Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
do brad and bill's fingers count?

37. Whens the last time you threw up?
about a month ago.

38. Have you ever called your love interest by another girl/guys name?
i believe there was an awkward incident once...

39. Have you ever gotten caught sleeping while on a date?
my dates would usually end with sleeping...
i've been on a date with someone that wasn't my boyfriend.

40. Have you ever played naked Twister?
no...and i don't really think i'd want to.
it doesn't sound as appealing as i think it's supposed to.

41. Have you ever been drunk at work/school?
i think EVERYONE'S been drunk at school.
have i ever been drunk *in class*?? no, but hungover, definitely.

survey #12: so typical-myspace.

1. You need help, its 3am, and you need to get away. Who do you call?
carissa or bill.

2. What are you excited for?
xmas eve & new years eve :D

3. Are you single?
mmhmm.

4. What were you doing at this time yesterday?
getting ready to run errands.

5. Have you kissed anyone whos name starts with J?
jake m... if that counts.
and jen d.

6. Is the person you like older or younger than you?
younger isn't my style.
call me a traditionalist, but guys need to be older and taller than me.

7. Who makes you the happiest?
being in control of my own life.
oh, and reciprocated love puts me in a pretty damn good mood, too.

8. What should you be doing right now?
getting dressed and getting my snow tires on.
but i'm still eating lunch.

9. How was your weekend?
pretty good.

10. Who was the last person to text you?
joyce.

11. Who was the last person that you text?
joyce.

12. Your last missed call?
tana.

13. Thinking about anyone special?
not at the moment, no.

15. Is anything bothering you?
i guess, but it's no big.

16. The last person to make you cry?
always me. when will you learn.

17. The last person to message you?
like, on IM?
i don't know - i haven't been on for a while.

18. The last person to kiss you?
bill.

19. Who are you?
who are you?

20. What have you learned in 2007?
read my blog :P

21. Are you a happy person?
the happiest i've been since...maybe ever.

23. The last person you turned to for comfort?
my mom.

24. Your home alone, and you hear something fall to the floor: what do you do?
yell at the cats.

25. Whats your deepest darkest secret?
my biggest fear.

PART 2:

27. Shortest relationship:
um...there's middle school shit, but i guess that doesn't matter.
i consider myself having been in 2 real relationships.
the shorter of the 2 was 5 months.

28. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you?
2.

30. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
oh, it hurt alright.

31. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
kind of...but he was technically my ex by that point...

32. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
i can be happy either way, but i love the feelings that come from a great relationship.

33. Favorite thing about the same sex?
uhhhhh... um... ..........

35. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes.

36. Talk to any of your ex's?
3 of them.

37. If you could go back in time would you change things?
my first instinct is to say, yes.
but i know that if i changed anything,
but i can't help but wonder what my life would be like
without AN.

39. Have you dated someone who wasn't good to you?
i guess, but good things came of it.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

survey #11: a-z.

• A
Are you available?:
i guess... i'm not really looking or anything right now.

What is your age?:
21.

Astrology Sign?:
leo.

• B
Do you know anyone named Brian?:
i do - i know a few brians, in fact.

When is your birthday?:
seven two eight.

Boyfriend?:
nope.

• C
What’s your favorite candy?
i like gummy stuff.

What color is your computer?
silver.

• D
Do you daydream?:
um, a bit too much, probably.

Whats your favorite kind of dog?
i love medium-larger size dogs.
i hate the little jumpy dogs.
although, penny holds a special place in my heart ;)

• E
Have you ever been in the emergency room?
oy. twice this year, 3 times last year.
i'm shooting for no ER trips in '08 :P

Have you ever pet an elephant?
i...don't know.

• F
Do you use fly swatters?
no.

Do you like Fall Out Boy?
<3

• G
Do you chew gum?:
i quit. i had a serious addiction,
and that's not an exaggeration.

Do you like gory movies?
depends. is it a horror? is it action?
horror, no.

Girlfriend?
i have lottts of girl friends.

• H
How are you?
pretty damn good, actually.

What's your height?
five dos.

What color is your hair?
undercover brown.
dyed red.

Have you ever ice skated?:
once...kind of.
on a homemade "rink" with too-big skates.
i'd really like to try again, if anyone wants to go.

• J
Favorite Jelly Bean?
the watermelon ones,
and the toasted marshmallow <3

Do you wear jewelery?:
no. i had a ring for about a week,
but it was apparently too big :(
i loved that ring.

•K.
Who do you want to kill?
not usually anyone... but rawr >:o

Have you ever flown a kite?
aw, hell yeah. i LOVE kites.
i should buy one in the spring.

Do you think kangaroos are cute?:
they're cute when they have a joey in the pouch :)
but not a newborn. they're like...fetuses.

• L
Are you laid back?
lately, yeah. :)

Lions or tigers?:
tigers. i want a cub.
like...badly.

Do you like black liquorice?:
*uylh*

• M
Favorite store at the Mall?:
apple & sharper image.
ok, ok...and hollister :P

Favorite movie?
so many.
but i pretty much have a crush on boondock saints.
and 40-yr-old virgin.
...and little miss sunshine...
...and garden state...
...and fight club...
someone, cut me off.

• N
Do you have a nickname?
emmy.

Do you prefer night or day?
summer nights, winter days.
...and summer days.

• O
Are you an only child?
i was for a long time.
but i guess i'm still the baby sister.

Do you like the color orange?
i love orange :)
...i miss my diesels :(

• P
Do you know anyone named Penelope?
yup :) we call her Penny.

Favorite flavor of popcorn?
kettle corn. *drool*

• R
Do you think you're always right?
hahaha no. i'm just as often wrong, and i can admit it.
...even when i make a total ass of myself,
it just takes me a little longer.

Do you watch reality Tv?
only when jess has it on.
or during the summer when SYTYCD is on <3

• S
Do you prefer sun or rain?:
i looooove summer rain.
everything's nice in moderation.
i can only take sun for so long.

Do you like snow?:
rawr.
i like it while it's snowing.
i like it when it's good sledding/boarding snow.
i like it when it means i don't have to go somewhere i don't want to.
...i hate how long it takes to melt when it looks like death outside
and my neighbors are being GIANT whores and i can't park anywhere.

• T
Time to go to sleep?:
between... 10:30p - 3am.

Tomatoes?:
*uylh*

• U
Can you ride a unicycle?
never tried... i'd say no, for now.

Do you know anyone with a unibrow?:
yes. 2 people. but one of them shaves it.
no names mentioned.

• V
Did you ever watch Veggie Tales?:
nope.

• W
What's your worst habit?
i'm really paying for being too nice to people i don't know well.
but i guess i have a slightly worse habit than that...

Who do you want to be with right now?
people.

Who are you currently talking to?
eva.

• X
Have you ever had an x-ray?
oh man, are you kidding?
both knees (millions of times), my hand, my head, my ankes, teeth, jaw...

• Y
Do you like the color yellow?
it will always remind me of my dad.
my dad likes yellow like i like 18.

Do you yell when you're angry?
depends who i'm angry with.
most people, i'll isolate myself from them...
and scream about them to other people.
people i'm close to... oh, i'll yell.
and sometimes cry.

•Z
Do you believe in the zodiac?
i'm not sure. my cousin does,
and she's told me some pretty amazingly accurate things based on mine.
but i'm freaked out by depending on a source to tell me how my life will turn out.

Six lasts:
6. Last dream:
fucked. up.
all my dreams the past couple nights have been.
too involved to mention right now.

5. Last beverage:
ensure +.

4. Last person to make you laugh:
eva.

3. Last phone call?:
mom.

2. Last time you cried?
it was dumb, don't worry about it.

1. Last time you hugged someone?
when i saw benn last night :D

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

survey #10: a quickie before bed.

THE LAST PERSON WHO:

1. Slept beside you: bill.

2. Saw you cry: bill...

3. Made you cry: no one can make me cry but me. and i'm pretty damn good at it.

4. Went to the movies with you: when the hell did i last go to the movies...?? um...mom? i think?

5. You went to dinner with: i think carissa.

6. You talked on the phone: bob.

7. Said 'I love you to you and really meant it': gussy :)

8. Broke your heart: i don't break & tell.

9. Made you laugh: jess.

10. You thought about more than 3 times a day: i think about a lot of people more than 3 times a day.

11. Held your hand: bill. we had a 4 ft snow bank to clear :P

12. Ate Ice cream with: oh man...carissa? i haven't had ice cream in a wicked long time.

13. You got in a fight: the bitch across the street.

14. You cursed somebody out: to their face? i...can't remember. i think ben is the only person i've ever really cursed out without holding back. i forgot about that...thanks for bringing that up :P

15. You talked to your first love: this morning.

16. You said good night to: tana.

17. You kissed: like you don't know.

18. You hugged: benn!! :D

19. You stared in their eyes and they stared in yours: i'd tell you...but that just sounds so personal and a little creepy.

20. You made smile: jess.

Monday, December 17, 2007

survey #9: 35 qs from bex.

1. How many people have you kissed in the past 6 months?
like, kissed kissed? just one.

2.What's your middle name?
sam.

3. Would you rather spend a whole day with your mom or your dad?
depends. usually a whole day w/ my mom consists of shopping & crafts.
a whole day w/ my dad consists of the MoS and a sox game.
of course...i don't see my dad heading into boston any time soon.

4. Where will you be 12 hours from now?
still awake, but probably in my bed.

5. Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
you...can't really make me feel awkward.
but i find it rather easy for me to make others feel awkward.
that's kind of fun for me ;)

6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
probably jeans...maybe a shirt? :P

7. When did your last relationship end?
technically in august.
officially a little over a month ago.
more officially, a month ago.
aren't you glad you asked :P

8. Does anyone hate you for no reason?
probably.
people do that.

9. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
like...3.
i didn't sleep well at all last night.

10. Is your life simple or complicated?
i would say it's complex.

11. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
maybe if it was just to relive a certain moment in time,
and then come back.
not to change anything or relive everything from that point.
my 4th birthday party comes to mind...

12.What are your favorite colors?
blue&orange.

13. What were you doing right before you were doing this?
talking to steve.

14. Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming?
no.

15. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an T?
wait, give me a second...
i'm pretty sure timmy kissed me 2 new years' ago.

16. What are you doing tomorrow?
the only thing i have planned is seeing bob.
...for the first time in like, 3 weeks.

17. Are you easily confused?
pretty much.

18. Do you think you would make a good parent?
i think that when i'm ready to be a good parent,
i will be one.
i'd be an awful parent if i were to have a kid right now.

19.What was your last place of employment?
portraitSimple.
too bad i was on medical leave for half of my employment.

20.Are you taller than 5'4"?
no...off by 2".

21.Have you ever liked someone who treated you like a god?
2 people have treated me like a god.
i liked one of them.
i hated that both of them treated me like that.

22.Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
nope. mostly fake. i <3 red.

23.What color are your socks?
nude. and they look freakishly like bare feet.

24. Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it?
if you have, i don't remember it's gone. keep it.
...but i know my dwight pen hasn't been returned,
so don't even think about it :P

25. Do you fall for people easily?
nooo.

26. True or False: Everything happens for a reason.
350% true.

27. Have you ever dated someone more than once?
steve.
here's some advice: if someone breaks up with you (and it's definitely not mutual)
then asks you "why did we break up?"... probably not a good idea to get back together...

28. Who have you texted today?
no one, yet.

29. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
ehh...emotional confusion.

30. Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
dated one of them.

31. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
not at all. i understand guys MUCH more than i will ever understand women.

32. Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
i'm pretty content being alone for now.

33. What are you listening to right now?
gus has the hiccups.

34. How has the week been?
well, it's only monday, but it's been pretty good so far.

35. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
there are a few things i'd really like to say to a few people.
some of those things, i need to wait for the right time.
some of them, i'm just going to keep my mouth shut.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

survey #8: 30 qs from tana.

1. It’s 2AM on the weekend, and you are not home. You are more than likely:
at a bentley party.
that's really the only time i'm ever out that late.

2. What’s the last thing you spent more than $100 on?
my rent.

3. What do your bank checks look like?
whatever random shit they send me.
i go for the free ones :P

4. Where did the shirt you are currently wearing come from?
tahget.

5. Name something that is on your Christmas wish list..
not that i'm getting anything on that list,
but probably new boots.

6. What color is your toothbrush?
i have a pink one here,
a purple one at my parents' house.

7. Name something you collect.
event tickets.

8. Last restaurant you ate at?
i think applebee's?

9. Last person you bought a Birthday card for?
lol i don't really buy birthday cards.

10. What is your worst bad habit?
picking.

11. Name a magazine you subscribe ?
none right now.

12. Your favorite pizza toppings?
'shrooms.

13. Who’s number were you looking up the last time you used a phone book?
a...phone book? like...a book for phones?
i'm sorry, i don't understand.

14. Who is the person that you love most?
proooobably my mom.
i mean, let's be honest.
she had her stomach sliced open for me.

15. What is the last thing you cooked?
i believe it was beef ravioli.

16. Name something you wouldn’t want to buy used?
camera equipment.
...or underwear.

17. Which shoe do you put on first?
whichever one i pick up first.

18. What is the last thing you remember losing?
i'm pretty sure it was my patience.

19. What is the ugliest piece of furniture in your house?
hahahaha THAT would be, what we've titled, "the ugly chair" in our living room.
...it's pretty fucking ugly.

20. Last thing you bought and ended up returning?
i haven't returned anything in a long time,
but i have a few things that need to be.

21. What perfume/cologne do you wear?
i don't usually, but sometimes
i wear this clinique stuff steph gave me.

22. Your favorite board game?
i kind of love clue.

23. Last board game you played?
i think chess.

24. Where did your vehicle come from?
acton, ma.
i forget the name of the dealership.

25. If a movie was made about your life what would the theme song be?
ohh, good question.
let me get back to you on that.

26. You're sad, who can cheer you up easily?
bill. he just kind of gets me in a way that no one else does.

27. What was the color of the bridesmaid dresses of the last wedding you went to?
i think they were like...a creme color.
but i have a horrible memory with things like that.
they could've been navy, for all i know.

28. What house cleaning chore do you hate to do the most?
cleaning my room.

29. What is your favorite way to eat chicken?
with a food disposal.

30. It is your birthday. You hope the cake is...?
jello caaaaaaaaaaaake <3<3<3
or, if someone other than my mom or gramma is making it,
funfetti cake...complete with funfetti frosting <3<3<3
(are you guys taking notes? ;)

Saturday, December 15, 2007

survey #7: random qs from tana.

1. What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with?
umm...i can't actually remember who the last person was that i held their hand.
i think it might've been tana. she's my roommate.
we're also in an open relationship ;)

2. Whats bothering you right now?
absolutely nothing :D

3. Do you miss your best friend?
not anymore ;)

4. When did you last cry?
i believe...it was...thursday night
after my parents got into an argument
i really couldn't handle listening to.

5. Who do you hate?
i don't hate anyone.
...but i'm slowly getting closer to it with someone.

6. What do you want in your life right now?
i believe all i'm really missing in my life right now (that i could use this instant, anyways)
is financial stability. especially since tonight was my last shift @ ps.

7. Are you happy?
happy doesn't even begin to describe it.

9. What do you smell like?
i don't know, but i hope whatever it is i smell like, it's good.

10. Drinking?
nothing, but i should probably make an airborne.

11. What’s your favorite thing to have on your bed?
a down-comforter and gus.
...and a man.

12. If you could change something in your life, what would it be?
everything i want to change, i CAN change... and i'm making all those changes right now.

13. What do you wear to bed?
flannel pants & a t-shirt.

14. Do you tend to make a relationship hard?
well... this is a pretty loaded question, first of all.
i would say in my last relationship, yes, i managed to make things rather difficult.
but i learned a lot from that.

15. How do you feel about the person you got this survey off of?
i have to be careful what i say... she knows where i sleep...
umm, i pretty much love her.

17. What’s something you wish you could understand better?
i wish i could understand my problems with guilt and jealousy better.

18. What did you do this weekend?
so far, i've worked 8 hours, fought a cold (and am winning, in case you're wondering :P),
and been to a pretty kick ass xmas party.
tomorrow's plans consist of cleaning and a lunch/show/dinner outing.

19. Who do you miss?
at this very moment, i'm really missing max&devin.
like, ridiculously missing them, now that i think about it :(

20. Who is the last guy you hugged?
Mike <-- um...weird...me too. same mike, even. 21. Are you scared of snakes? no i love snakes. i've kind of always wanted one. they were my very first favorite animal before i discovered kitties ;) 22. Who was the last person you went somewhere with? tana was my date to the xmas party tonight :) 24. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? um... like, all of them. some more than others ;) 25. How are you feeling? congested and tired. but other than that, i'm in a pretty damn good mood. as i have been for quite a long time now :D 26. Whose house did you go to last night? lol i went straight back to my place after work and i passed the fuck. out. 27. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? my dad, back in january when he was up @ maine general. 30. What is the last movie you watched? elf :D i wanna watch it againnnnn. i <3 style="font-style: italic;">make
me cry.

38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "K"?
kiersten.

39. Do you care what others think about you?
nope :) take me for what i am.

41. Do you trust people easily?
not really, no.

42. Do you think you will be married in 10 months?
i'm going to go with, most likely not.

43. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
i don't know? never say never.

44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
the fact that anything can happen in the next 3 months.

45. Who was the last person you called?
mom.

46. Who was the last missed call?
bill.

47. What's your ring tone?
i have 3...
bill - hide&seek
jay - the mario bros theme
everyone else - let go

48. Do you plan on moving within the next year?
my goal is to move into a nicer/bigger place by next summer.
a driveway...a washer&dryer...an office...a bathroom without a hole in the floor...

49. What were you doing at 10pm Thursday night?
i believe i was creating a family mess.

50. What happened at 10:00 am today?
i was sitting right here.

01. Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to?
i do.

02. Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else?
both are difficult, but it's harder for me to be rejected.

03. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
pop. mariah carey was pretty much my idol. i worshiped her.

04. What is the best thing about your current job?
oh, the job that i finished tonight, you mean?
umm... probably that i still have checks coming.

05. Do you wish cell phone etiquette were a required class?
simply put: yes.

06. What's the last thing you drank?
steph's amazing punch <3 style="font-style: italic;"> don't my friends make fun of me for??
i'd say probably my ADD, more than anything.

20. What's your worst personality flaw?
sometimes, i really don't think before i talk.
and i usually regret that within 3o min of saying something retarded.

21. Have you ever gone to therapy?
i've been in therapy for 6 years.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

survey #6: sectional survey.

Best
1. Female friend: they know who they are and that's all that matters.
2. Cousin: um...i guess i have 3 "best". i just have better connections with them.
3. Place to go: a bar w/ friends. especially when the sox are on.
4. Time of Day: the evening period.
5. Day of the week: saturday.
6. Memories: millions. but lately, i've really been missing house parties @ the baker's.

Last
1. Hug: nancy.
2. Talked to on the phone: mom.
3. Text: tana.
4. Myspace Message: bri.
5. Instant message: jessie.

Now
1. What are you doing now?: this survey, workin' 2 IMs, and hoping to work on my essay.
2. What are you wearing right now?: fleece pants, tank, bathrooooooobe.
3. Better than yesterday?: every day's good right now.

Tomorrow
1. Is: wednesday.
2. Plan: get up at a reasonable time, work on my essay, start IOP :D (w/ john & nancy <3)
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: pfft.

Currently
1. Missing: always missing someone.
2. Mood: fabulous.
3. Wanting: money for a new wardrobe.
4. Listening to: gus snoring at my feet.

True or False
[I am a morning person]- haaaaaaaaa.
[I am an only child]- false.
[I am currently in pajamas]- true.
[I like country music]- meh.
[I enjoy talking on the phone]- to VERY few people.
[I have a hidden talent]- ??.
[I have both my grandparents]- false.
[I have or had broken a bone]-- false.
[I have changed a lot over the past year]- truest of all truths.

Today
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like? i've talked to LOTS of boys and girls i like.
2. Learned something new? i learned drawing is VERY good therapy for me.
3. Talk to an ex?: yes. still odd to call him my ex, but yes :P
5. Laid in your bed: i'm...doing that right now.

Last person to
6. Make you cry?: lol, me. per usual. but it was happy crying!
7. Watched movies with?: tana.
8. Went to the mall with you?: mom.
9. Last person you showered with? bill.
10. Who made you laugh? jessie.
11. Who said they loved you? mom.
12. Favorite location? anywhere with white sand and crystal water.
13. What are you most scared of this second? i have no fears right now.
14. Where do you want to get married? outside, in westborough, where i grew up. as of right now. but i'm trying not to plan my future anymore ;)

Monday, December 10, 2007

survey #5: 2007 in review.

Where did you begin 2007?
i guess alex's house, but the beginning of the year was kind of a blur for me.

What was your status by Valentine's Day?
taken. and there was a big storm that day.

Were you in school (anytime this year)?
started @ cdia in june. i'll finish at some point :P

Did you have to go to the hospital?
in short: 3 weeks (total) inpatient, 2 ER trips and 3 days visiting.

Did you have any encounters with the police?
nope :) i'm a good kid.

Where did you go on vacation?
i'm sorry, what's that word you used?

What did you purchase that was over $500?
this baby, right here. my macbook pro.
it was about $2000 over 500 :P

Did you know anybody who got married?
not this year.

Did you know anybody who passed away?
no, thank G-d.

Did you move anywhere?
almost, but the serial air-leaker finally stopped.
and i love my tight living space :) ...for now.

What sporting events did you attend?
oh man, SOOO many sox games. thanks, bob :D

What concerts/shows did you go to?
guys&dolls, thoroughly modern millie, heou, chicago, drood,
guster, brand new, linkin park, mcr, fall out boy, tai.....

Describe your birthday:
marathon, per usual.
i turned 21, we went to fire&ice, i got some drinks,
and chilled with some fabulous people :D

What's the one thing you thought you would not do but did in 2007?
let go. and i mean that in every possible sense.

What has been your favorite moment(s)?
all of the concerts, most of the summer, snowboarding,
all the sox games, the time i've spent in walden,
the moments when i realized i've let things go.

Any new additions to your family?
our little baby sophia :)

What was your best month?
february, july & november.

What music will you remember 2007 by?
lp & brand new.
..i tend to associate years by the band i saw for the first time.

Who has been your best drinking buddy?
everyone who came to our parties.

Made new friends?
many many :D

Overall, how would you rate this year?
11.

Other than home, where did you spend most of your time?
my apt, my mom's, bentley, cdia.

Change your hairstyle?
i dyed it when i left alcott.

How old did you turn this year? 21, yo.

Do you have a New Year's resolution?
to just... let things happen this year :)
rock on, '08.

Do anything embarrassing?
hahaha OOOH yes.
the only way i'm really humiliated is by opening my mouth.
and i recently hit an all time low.
but i'm pretty much over that.

Buy anything new from eBay?
didn't buy anything, but sold my laptop for $950 :D

Get married or divorced?
not this year.

Get arrested?
not this year...

Be honest - did you watch American Idol?
like, the last couple weeks. i'm not ashamed.
this season sucked, though.

Did you get sick this year? you could say that.

Been snowboarding?
way back in the beginning of the year - not yet this winter.

Are you happy to see 2007 go?
2007 is a year i'll remember FOREVER. i literally became a new person this year. [i'm looking] forward to all the rest of the years of my life, cuz i know that they'll be just as good if not better than this year has been. <--amen.

Been naughty or nice? both ;)

Saturday, December 1, 2007

survey #4: 60 qs from kiersten.

1. What is in the back seat of your car right now?
umm... random shit. clothes.

2. When was the last time you threw up?
a week ago.

3. What's your favorite curse word?
fuck.

4. Name 3 people who made you smile today.
my mom, the guy @ trader joe's, and tana.

5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
fuckin' sleeping, are you kidding?

6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
i think i was on the phone w/ tana.

8. Have you ever been to a strip club?
nope.

9. What is the last thing you said aloud?
to a human, i assume :P "uhh...ok? bye??"

10. What is the best ice cream flavor?
uhlman's cake batter.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
agua.

12. What are you wearing right now?
2 shirts that are too small, my hollister hoodie, a jeans.

13. What was the last thing you ate?
a latke <3 style="font-style: italic;">i can still remember how that--
well, you know the song.

22. Do you have a tan?
hahahaha.

24. Do you drink your soda from a straw?
i drink everything from a straw.

25. What did your last text message say?
"thanks love! u are wonderful!"
pretty much ;)

26. Are you someone's best friend?
well, i like to think so.

27. What are you doing tomorrow?
maybe seeing jayme?
running some errands,
doing more cleaning.
maybe going out and shooting for a bit.
i should really do that.

28. How is the relationship with you and your parents?
i'd say pretty damn good right now :)

29. Look to your left, what do you see?
my nightstand.

30. What color is your watch?
navy blue.

31. What do you think of when you think of Australia?
amaaazing photographic opportunitiiiiiiies.

32. Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
white lightening ;)

33. What is your birthstone?
ruby red. ...i hate rubies.
jayme got the sapphire. i want it :(

34. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive through?
i don't eat fast food.
but if i do, it's not for a whole meal (i.e. yogurt parfait @ mcd's)
which is dumb to go in and sit down for.

35. What is your favorite number?
chai.

36. Do you have a dog?
not in a looong time.

37. Last person you talked to on the phone?
tana.

38. Have you met anyone famous?
mmhmm.

39. Any plans today?
today is over.
but i gave my house a makeover :D

40. How many states have you lived in?
1.

41. what happened to 41? Where is it? Where did it go?
oh my god...no one fucking cares.

42. Where are you right now?
on my bed.
i wish i had a kitchen table to sit at
so i could have my lap top
AND watch the oven preheat.

43. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
the worst waiting game...ever.

44. Last song listened to?
that...clown song.
it was on my friend's video he made.

46. Are you allergic to anything?
spring.

47. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
right now, my sketchers. i <3>:o

60. How did you get one of your scars?
hmm...what's one that isn't boring...
OH, the scar buster gave me down my chest
when i was like... 10 or 11-years-old.
so much less boring than chxpox & surgery :P